For a moment,you made me feel like you want the r/s more than I do,
For a moment,you made me feel like I'm not redundant anymore.
But after that,they way you texted,the tone,everything.
You don't want the relationship,do you?
All i was thinking was a way to try and help you since you're always stressed out. Then i got the response of "what you want me to do? drop out? stop hanging out? keep a distance away from girls?"
Like as if any of those would be what i want. I swear last night you scarred me by your words. If all those were spoken out of anger then don't apologise. I've got enough of you speaking to me out of anger. What am I? Your punching bag? Just because I forgive you over and over again it means I'll still forgive you this time round.
But i know one thing's for sure. I never cried like last night for a long time. Ever since my last break up.
You win, Syahmi, you win.